04.

Remember when I said Seth wanted me to move in with him?

I casually looked through his phone last night while he was in the shower. He never minds, and I don't care when he looks through mine. He was texting some girl named Savannah, and she sent him pictures of Victoria's latest Secrets.

Dude, not Seth.

Anyone but sweet, sweet Seth.

I remember when we met, at a local show. I can't remember the band-- they weren't going anywhere anyway. Originally, Seth had wanted to talk to Alexis, and I was going to help him. We ended up drinking at the bar and he told me about Iowa, so I told him about California. Then I told him about Melbourne, where I was born but only spent two years of my life. I told him about my parents, and about my sisters and about how I was going to be a bum forever. Seth listened so patiently, swirling his drink in his cup, and then asked if we could talk again.

Even if he is cheating, this shouldn't bother me right? I mean, I've been talking about getting bored of him for forever. I didn't even want to move in with him! What kind of crappy girlfriend am I?

Two plus years down the drain, it seems.

How am I supposed to ask him about this?